Monday, September 28, 2009

half a year later... non the wiser

here, in lovely ireland, i lay in a hostel bed, surrounded by 2 friends and an australian, i found peace... somewhere between Sixmilebridge and Doolin, i stopped thinking of the future, worrying of whats to come, fearing my own destiny. i let go, and my mind flows with the greens of the fields, the subtle swaying of the trees by the wind, the smell of the wildlife as it fills all parts. i guess i really needed this trip more than i thought. it alll ends on wednesday though, i'll return to the stress, to the pushy lifestyle i've grown used to, to moronic bosses, to hecktic deadlines and empty days, but my smile will be genuine, pure and true, for my soul has been cleansed and my mind cleared, i have found my center, my cure, my drug... i'm sure i'll return to the shores of this great country once more, in time...

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

missed last year's passover greeting

but happy Passover/Easter
have a great week!

Monday, March 23, 2009

i'm gonna try again...

wish me luck...
hopefully things will turn out better the second time around.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

sometimes i wonder

i spent the better part of this weekend just watching Scrubs.
i really love this show... and i can relate to Dr. Cox most of all... then i took a test and surprise surprise:

Your result for The Which scrubs character are you Test...

Dr. Cox

Your the man (or at least so you believe) you tutor this little whiny brats because you have to not because you care. Its your way or the highway so people better get out of your way.

other things i did this weekend include:
- sleeping
- not repairing the car
- drinking
- studying

which is exactly what i planned on doing, except the not repairing the car thing... but it wasn't my fault - i got home and fell asleep and when i woke up the garage was closed.

all in all - things are pretty good so far - nearing the end term test marathon
i need a date.

Monday, January 19, 2009

better late than never...

The Puppet Folk Revival!
or at least my 8 video clips :D

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

hexes, vexes, cold and heat...

soup... hot soup.
cocoa and thick blankets... i love the winter... but i was unprepared today...
i had to re-assure a friend of mine, who had thoughts about dropping out of studies because her grades were low... and all the while i was thinking that i need to pick up slack on my end if i want to finish with good grades too... and suddenly the pressure dawned on me. combine that with my hectic work load and lack of sleep(left the university at 2:30 AM and got there at 8:00 AM) and some other things(so called "friends"). so i snapped a bit. collapsed under the pressure, and suddenly everything got to me. was mad at everything, everyone...
so i went a bit crazy... but i caught myself in time...
tomorrow Puppet Folk Revival!

Thursday, January 08, 2009

i prefer writing when i'm mostly drunk...

yeah, so i went to the Puppet Folk Revival show today...
no tickets.
so i ad lib'ed, claimed i was from the us, and that i know Pepper, who is the lead preformer, also from New York... and i got myself a ticket :D even sat with Micha's(one of the band preformers) parents.
awesome show... got pictures and video clips to upload... when i'm sober.
after the show i made an executive decision to go to a pub, near my house, and get very drunk there. so after 3 shots of johnny black(2 i paid, 1 on the bartender - cute girl) and 2 Guinness(or should i say Guinnii?), on an empty stomach, i got a great buzz going.
the music was terrific- grunge galore :D
so i had a buzz... i had to eat to get the buzz to a low minimum...
all in all great night, great buzz(which i'm still on) and a great show to start it all...

sometimes acting works great :D

that's all folks.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

following the previous post

and a few mishaps - i need to add something on that list:
* must love dogs.

i had a great week filled with going out every night, drinking, seeing very good old friends and basically being free.

tomorrow - Puppet Folk Revival, who's coming?

Friday, January 02, 2009

i need a Cosmic Bitchslap.

well not really... but it's so easy to fall into your own self pity, to wallow and not do anything about it....
i almost fell into that dark abyss again.
no more of that i'm alone bullshit, no more of that whiny white boy blues.
i've got to start doing shit in my life and not crying about what i should've done.
that being said, the temptation to just let everyone give me a big ole ego stroke is very real and threatening, and i tend to slip into it now and again... so please, if you see me doing it - just give me a Cosmic bitchslap - tell me to suck it up and move on, thanks Gnome(Noam G.)
so i need to move on - i asked a girl i really liked for a long time, if she wanted to go out with me, and i got rejected, but you know something? i don't care - her loss.
i'm sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself every time i get turned down, it's not worth it, they don't want to date me? fine with me, i'll go find someone else.
thing is only upon talking to her i started asking myself "why do i want to date her, what's so special about her anyway" and then when she said no, i felt nothing, no sadness, no anger, nothing...
besides - i'm holding tryouts for my next girlfriend, following requirements needed:
- must be a girl(with fully functional parts!)
- must have a brain.
- shy and a bit nerdy.
- likes computers(but not too much).
- likes jigsaw puzzles and watching movies.
- redheads welcome
- glasses welcome
if you are or you know someone that fits that description send her over and i'll test her.

have a great night!