Saturday, February 24, 2007

Of Red Noses and Costumes...

Friday was Red Nose Day 2007...
from an organization called "Betzchok" Meaning "Jokingly".
what exactly is "Red Nose Day"?
well it's mostly weird - you get a bunch of crazy people, give them red clown noses and have them laugh and fool around...
"Betzchok"'s purpose is to promote happiness in Israel.
I forgot my camera, and I'm sorry for that, because there were a lot of things to take pictures of, Ilya did bring a camera but he was way too late to capture the people there so all i have from friday is this:
Red Nose Day 2007
it was very fun :D

Nyuki has grown quite alot, in 3 weeks she's grown about 8 cm(about 3 inches) and doubled her weight.

Purim is just around the corner(it's like a Hebrew version of Halloween only not...)and i have yet to find a costume for myself, ideas are welcomed :D

That's it for today, have a great week :)

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

And just like that...

A sudden depression has enveloped itself upon me again...
a feeling that all that was once good, once stable, is now long gone...
it must be the winter time, i tell myself... it makes me feel lonely each year.
Tears come and go, it's a natural thing, it's a passing season, another winter left me alone and cold... my job isn't as fulfilling as it should be, I try my best not to show my depression towards my soldiers, i try to stay optimistic, try to be efficient, to be a role model.
tomorrow i'm gonna have a long private talk with my commanding officer, tell him exactly how i feel, i know he wont be able to help me on my private problems, yet it's nice to have someone who will listen to all your problems, and he might have suggestions on how to continue my job.

Noa, Korin and Ilana got discharged today, finished their service. it's a happy day for them yet I know i will miss the mails in the afternoon, that's part of what kept me sane... what i fear most is that as previous friendships went, these will also, in time be lost and forgotten.
a wise woman told me today that i shouldn't judge by previous experiences, and I'll try not to.

I Listened to Mika today, He reminds me too much of Queen especially with the song Grace Kelly...

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Simply Israel...

Ah the weekend...
Me, Noa and Yoav, along with some other people from the base went on a trip near the Gilboa yesterday, it was quite fun... we had some slips in the mud, some tea in the outdoors and a whole lot of fun, we even saw horses and cows...
some pics:

(you can find all the pictures here).
after that we went over to noa's place and had some more hot drinks and snacks...
it was great and made me long for the days when i used to take 3~4 days to travel in the scenic areas of israel.
the only downside to this trip was the fact that N. tagged along even though i'm pretty sure she wasn't supposed to be invited, and she annoyed the hell out of me... still it was bearable

Today i woke up from the biting of my Nyuki who wanted me to be alert for some strange reason...
i went to buy some clothes and an Antenna for my car, funny story:
i went to the u.s. and when i returned i saw that someone broke off my antenna, guess he didnt like it.
anyway so i bought new sport clothes, and Puma i think went a little crazy with the new tags:

Psychometry update #2 - still havent opened a book for more than 5 minutes.
that's it for today, tune in next week when yours truly will update the Blog.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

It's a List Thing

Put an X on the things you've done!

(X) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Given a ring to a BF/GF
( ) Made a sex video
(X) Had a threesome
(X) Ran from the cops
( ) Been chased by the cops while driving
( ) Had a turkey in bowling (3 strikes in a row)
(x) Ridden a horse
(X) Ridden a motorcycle
(X) Seen a tornado
(X) Shot a real gun (I'm in the army, duh!)
(X) Not showered for more than 1 week, who hasn't been camping (i hope field training counts...)
(X) Bungee jumped
( ) Jumped from a plane
(X) Gone surfing
(X) Smoked weed
(X) Done chemical drugs
( ) Had a real relationship with someone you met online
(X) Played a video game for more than 8 hours straight
(X) Gone to summer camp
( ) Gotten a speeding ticket
(X) Failed a class/course
(X) Shaved your head
(X) Been in a wedding party
(X) Been to a nude beach
(X) Bought on eBay
( ) Sold on eBay
( ) Gotten Straight A's
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
(X) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight
(X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
(X) Made Out With A Stranger
(X) Gone Out On A Blind Date
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Fooled Around With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone Die (i didn't see him die, but the car crash was so bad that i doubt he made it out alive.)
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been on a Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Been Mosh Pitting - EDIT: just realized that until now i didn't know that moshpitting is dancing fogo in israel... so yeah, i did it...
(X) Been In A Mentally Or Physically Abusive Relationship (she stabbed me with a fork, i think it counts)
(X) Liked Someone Who You Can't Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
(X) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(X) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Won A Contest
(X) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
(X) Been in a car/motorcycle accident (2 since i got my car)
( ) Had/ Have Braces
(X) Kept a secret
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World(Israel and California, that's opposites i think)
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
( ) Gotten a tattoo
( ) Gotten a piercing
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (it isn't that hard - Israel has a 10 shekel coin it's like 2 dollars.)
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Cried in a movie
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach
(X) Crashed A Party
( ) Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swam With Dolphins (i love Eilat)
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/ Freezer/ Ice Cube
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes(i don't want to talk about it.)
(X) Sat On A Roof Top
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Stayed Up All Night
(X) Met someone famous(a couple including Robin Williams!)
(X) Did something you regretted
(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Believe(d) In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Than 30 Pairs Of Shoes At One Time
(X) Gone Streaking
( ) Been to Jail
( ) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(X) Caught A Butterfly
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
(X) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Slept Naked
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(X) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( ) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone
(X) been shot at/or at gunpoint (paintballing counts)
( ) Had sex in the rain
(X) Had sex in a car
( ) Had sex while driving
(X) Flattened someones tires
( ) Drove your car/truck until the gas ran out
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
( ) Been on TV
(X) Been on the radio

Valentine's Day...

Meanwhile I'll spend my night in bed with a young brunette with blue eyes who isn't shy about using her tongue.

we might go out tonight, me and a friend, go to some pub, look for single women... i dunno, i'm tired boss, dead tired.

got this link from K├╝per, it's a great song, at least i think so...

oh well, happy v-day!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

As Promised :P

Here are some more pictures of Nyuki :D
we gave her a bath this weekend, now she smells purty :)

in other news, this weekend was fun-ish...
my nieces were over and they ransacked the house a bit, drove me crazy and because of them i slept on a couch, i love it when they sleep over :D
we wanted to get together, me and some friends, we were 8 people, pretty big crowd, we waited for 40 minutes for a table, it started to rain, they were very rude in there, after we waited, i went in, as nice as i could be, calm and rational, and then my friend came in after me, and blew a fuse, it's a shame really, i was talking to the waitress, she was about my age, we were hitting it off when he started yelling at her on how inappropriate their treatment was and that he's never gonna come back again. he left and i was left to apologize for his behavior, needless to say i felt rather awkward after that and didn't ask for her number...
we went from there to a pub, which did it's best to get a 8 seat table for us, they had the table ready in 5 minutes, and waited till we got there(20 minutes). the place there was packed, yet they still found a way to get us a table as fast as they could. i admire that.
seems everywhere i look around, i see cute girls, all of them taken, while at the pub, i was flirting with this girl from the table near us, then her boyfriend came, and she just got all quiet, too bad really. oooh highlight! there was a fight between drunken teens right outside the pub(i used that as the base of the flirting with her, we both enjoy random acts of stupidity :) )
just finished watching "the brothers Grimm" and i was really disappointed. oh well, good night people.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Haaaaaaaaave you met.....?(Part Two :D)

Meet Nyuki:

Yeah, she's my new puppy.

I got her on Monday, and she's the sweetest thing ever.
She's a Siberian Husky, She's around 8 weeks old, she has brownish and white fur, a mask pattern on her face, and Blue eyes.

she's sleeping right now.

I'll take some pictures over the weekend and upload them, have a good night :D

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Haaaaaaaave you met ....?

This Weekend... Well erm, yeah.

I suffer from Hypothyroidism.
there I said it.
I don't like admitting it, I have a serious case of it - the drugs have a 70% effect on me.
it's funny, because i try to act normal, i never tried to blame my disease for my situation.
meh, Been doing a marathon of "How I Met Your Mother" watched like 8 episodes...

today was a good day, i'm happy :D
last night we went to a pub, celebrating a friends birthday, i had a great time, and paid well for it, the night ended with the birthday boy trying to get the waitress's phone number(he didn't get it, but wasn't rejected exactly - another waitress "came to her colleague's rescue" :P)
i went today to adopt a dog, i know what i want(a Siberian Husky) but i went to S.O.S.(an adoption center for stray/street dogs) first, because i much prefer to donate to their cause(which i did, even though i didn't get a dog). i didn't find what i wanted so tomorrow i'm going to a private owner and i might get a dog there.. i will update on the situation :D

about my last post, i tend to be very impulsive, i don't think things over often.
i was angry and wasn't in the mood for the party, so what was mild annoying of some people was amplified and that just broke me.
I'm gonna make it a rule to stay as much away from those people as i possibly can.
< --- Geek Moment --- >
i installed windows Vista - Got BSOD'd and had to re-install, all on my laptop - i hate Microsoft, yet i have to install their software :(

that's it for today :D

Friday, February 02, 2007

And Just Like That...

it ends. i care not anymore.
whatever was, was, and now forgotten.
I'm tired of the fake laughs, I'm sick of the insincere caring , and the act that all is fine.
I'm not fine, but i don't need the world's pity. i hate it.

i write stuff, intimate stuff, publish it on the web for millions to see, and never actually let my close friends, the people i should trust more, see it.

this birthday party i went to today, just couldn't stand it, the person who had the birthday i had no problems with, but the crowd, oh the wonderful colorful masquerade of lies, fake smiles, mock feelings, it was a sight to behold.
i realized something at that party... i don't belong, I'm not of that crowd, no matter how i try to fake it. i cant fake my feelings, i cant fool myself...

here's hoping for a better weekend.